Thursday, November 19, 2009
Hello.
I have absolutely nothing to do currently and yes I’m really bored. But not bored until the pissed with the whole world kind of bored la. Just... bored. Cos I’ve been guai and I have finished all my work! :D Hah.
I’m typing this on Microsoft word first before copying all to blogger to avoid being too conspicuous -.- Boo.
So. Life has been normally boring and acceptable -.-
Almost everyone in NY is overseas now ): Except for the few of us left in sing..
Oh well, at least there’s still dance (:
But I still miss everyone! Come back soon okay ):
FINALLY managed to go out yesterday and take a break from work, watched my girlfriend is an agent which was yupp quite nice and funny :D
I still want to go out now ): Bleh today I’m sadly going home again..
Anyway. I was just thinking about some stuffs and then I realized how much I’ve actually changed this year. This year, a lot more than previous years~
Firstly. Let’s talk about the rubbish things. Obvious things, that people will go “What, Siming will DEFINITELY NOT do this.”
So, from year 2009…
1. I started watching a lot, A LOT more English movies. And a lot more action English movies o.O If I really watched last time it was probably comedy/romance/harry potter lol. But yes, I’m even watching on Channel 5 now -.-
2. I started listening to more English songs -.- I don’t know why either. But yeah some of them are very very old indeed but hey omg they are still English songs. Wow. Yes jen that’s why I say I know more English songs than you think I do xD
3. I am.. starting to read books o.o This REALLY is something isn’t it. Everybody I’ve told was like.. What? Siming.. Reading books?! But yes, I am. How, how surprising, considering how I’ve always been against reading books (for some reason or another). Actually it started because I’ve been having a lot of super long bus rides recently lol.
Okay looks like all these are all related to English somehow or another. Omg I’m starting to find myself damn weird but okay nvm. The next one isn’t English.. :D
4. I’M EATING MORE VEGGIES AND FRUITS! Uh, that is, when I have absolutely no choice/I’m eating mixed veg and I don’t want to order all meat..
Okay fine this point doesn’t really count. I’m still as carnivorous as ever.
5. I’m wearing contacts less now (: that’s quite comforting, considering how I used to wear for 16 hours, let it rest for 8 hours when I sleep then wake up and wear for another 16 hours again or something o.O Yeah but I was starting to find it very irritating so now I’ve reverted back to my specs sometime… People at work now would realize (:
6. I’m eating less fast food, and the weirdest thing is I’ve kind of developed some kind of disgust toward McDonald’s fries.. o.O If you know me, you would know that I eat fast food like nothing and I used to love macs fries because they were so salty and nice.. but now it’s like ohgoose, I totally can’t stand the taste left in my mouth after I finish eating one pack of fries. Eeew~ Thinking about it makes me feel grossed out.
Okay hmm. That should be about it. For the.. physical part, that is. Lol. As in, things that can be seen easily from outside and like uh.. not what I think and what I feel :D Lol am I making sense.
Yes yes. And as for the inner part of me.. I think I’ve changed a lot too!
But I’m not too much in a reflective mood now, more of a ranting mood.
So I shall leave that to sometime later (:
Alright. So what should I rant about now?
Hmm. I have no money.
I want to earn money desperately ):
I uh. Am disappointed! HAHA. RUBBISH! Okay shhhh.
Software? Group? IT help desk…? Jason! HAHA. Not happy.
I’m so bored -.- No one understands the above few sentences except huimay :D
BOO.
Ohno ohno something horrible is happening to me again…
UGH why does it always happen to me!And I stupidly thought I’ve gotten over it -.-
Okay. End post. Whatever!
Loves
Siming
3:08 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
Ohno. What a horrible day!
Apologies to all whom I randomly flared up to or talked irritatingly to.
Friday the 13th! Boo.
OKAY THE REST OF THE DAY WILL BE GOOD. I DONT CARE.
I better tidy up my horrible emotions and BE HAPPY hello.
Addie and co are flying off today! And soon everyone will be flying off..
I'm going to get a job I don't care.
I SHALL STAY HAPPY.
5:01 PM
I'm curently very very upset ):
It's like the point of time in the whole day when you feel your lowest.
I'm really very upset.
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3:15 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Alright. Hi hi.
WHEEEE CHINESE IS OVER~ We don't need to study at all until like 2 months later or something (: Is everyone as excited as me :D
Chinese was better than I thought it would be, though paper 2 was like zzz again but oh well don't care. Hope I won't do too badly can le!
After school we were a bunch of crazy people running around and rushing everywhere. We were reduced to the pathetic state of having to eat packet food at the bus stop cos we were so, so, so late ): And then in the end... we waited a really long time for the other group lol.
Okay so IBM started out quite fine today. And I'm getting a PC and hopefully a work desk, so yay. Quite a nice sounding job, shouldn't be too hard, and I hope it's fun! (:
Meanwhile, there's grad night tomorow and it's yet another incident of rushing everywhere. I took nearly 2 hours to get home today from IBM thanks -.- Cos it's peak hour and it was jamming like crazy and.. oh whatever. I hope tomorrow I can rush back home quite quickly omg. And then bathe and rush to hilton.
WHY IS NO ONE IN OUR CLASS GOING LAH T_T
Horrible people! >:(
Okay okay. I just hope I won't end up too lonely and bored tomorrow lol. HAIS.
All you horrible people. I must repeat this 10 million times.
Yupp so I guess that's kind of all about today. All about work, and this will continue for the next two weeks (: Well apart from the travelling time I think everything else should be quite fun and happy. So.. happy working!
While you people go out and play and play bah :D
I'm in a good mood today!
Loves
Siming
8:46 PM
Monday, November 9, 2009
BOOO.
I am bored. Very, very bored.
Tomorrow is chinese o's and I have officially started studying only at 8pm, studied for like half an hour then went to bathe. And here I am now.
What if I don't get A1 ):
So, what have I been doing? Obviously I hadn't really intended to study at all before remedial on Saturday (I went in the end - felt too bad if I didn't go wth). Then we went shopping on Saturday and I told myself okay I shall start studying on Sunday! Then in the end I slept and watched tv almost the entire day then went out at night. Woohoo.
I spent a total of
$206.90 on Saturday and Sunday alone.
WTH AHH. My money ): And I spend so much buying clothes for WEP and then we aren't getting paid ): How saddening.
Oh well, but I comfort myself by saying that it's okay, I'll probably need these clothes in the future. THAT IS, provided I don't grow fat and I can still fit in all those things.
And then today I really, REALLY intended to study already! And then I was watching tv and was about to start in the afternoon when I suddenly realised that OH SHIT I haven't submitted my scholarship application! Omg omg. I got freaking worried then was trying to find out how I can salvage myself and then had to go photocopy stuff and take passport photo and write personal statement and.. whole afternoon gone (:
Came home watched tv ate dinner and started studying at 8pm.
Okay I think I don't deserve a good grade for tomorrow ):
OH WHATEVER! I shall stop thinking about it. Tomorrow's the start of WEP as well, whee. However upsetting it is, I still hope it's fun.
Just that I'll have 2 weeks without dance ): And got perf!
I just realised that this post is full of (: s and ): s. o.O
Good luck everyone for chinese paper tomorrow! :D
Loves
Siming
9:25 PM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I don't understand why I have a sister like this.
But oh, whatever. I have learned to ignore and yes I shall continue to do that.
I suddenly remembered something random.
When I was crossing the road a few days ago, this uh.. guy, prob sec 3 or 4 since he was in long pants, turned around to look at me and continued walking.
Then he turned back again and smiled REALLY BRIGHTLY and waved to me!
Then I was like "huh" omg I totally don't know who you are?
So I uh waved back suspiciously and was wondering if it's some ancient friend that I have completely forgotten about.
But uh he just continued walking and didn't say anything..
And I never figured out whether it was an ancient forgotten friend, or just a random stranger who suddenly decided to wave to someone random.
o.O Damn weird.
Tomorrow is graduation~ How sad am I going to be?
OMG I suddenly remembered that I haven't practiced my speech o.O
Last day of school in nanyang tomorrow. Okay I'm just starting to feel a bit upset already. Omg. Does anybody feel as sad as me at all ):
Loves
Siming
10:06 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
My 400th post.
A worn-out, depressed, upsetting post. Not celebratory at all ):
Not that bad actually. Just very tired.
FOA was better than I expected, so so so much better than the rehearsal yesterday, and many people said it was very very nice! So yay, kudos to us.
The don't forget the lyrics was such a failure because of the technical glitches but oh well, it was still fun all the same. We should do these things more often.
And. What a busy night.
First I had to collate the number of peopl going this sat and send to jialing.
And then had to collate something within like what, 2 hours.
And then I remembered I haven't done something very, very important.
And the worst was receiving a scary phone call which made me feel so helpless.
I really lied until I don't know what to say le ): I feel so horrible.
And then I can only just wonder what is happening now and fear ):
Ohtian.
And then now I remembered got the stupid chinese speech thing which.. I forgot totally about too. Haish. Let me go do it now.
Another show tomorrow. Get well soon shiyan ):
Loves
Siming
11:20 PM
